Thursday, September 22, 2016

Can't, want

"I... I can't... I'm not ready..." he whispers, half in a plea and half in a sigh of resignation. He's conflicted, and it shows in his face. His legs are hooked over my shoulders and my cock is resting squarely against his hole with a mess of throat slime lubing him up enough so that my head starts to ease in. 

But I see it in his eyebrows, a semicolon of two opposing expressions of desire and concern, I read it between the lines that crease his forehead. He wants me inside him but he's afraid. He really isn't ready. Not in the sense that he hasn't cleaned out but in the sense that he isn't emotionally ready to give in to his desire. 

"Don't worry, kiddo. I get it," I say, playfully using the diminutive ironically as he's probably a half dozen years my senior.  And with a slight change in the angle of my hips, my cock slips from its target and glides up the valley between his legs.

His body shakes.  His legs tremble upon my shoulders from the explosion of sensation as I thrust the heat of my shaft against his ass. I want nothing but to put those pleading eyes at ease, to protect him from whatever harm he's trying to shield himself, and to also fulfill that desire that his body so desperately needs. I already felt it before.  His cock went from perky to fully erect by the time my cock hit his lips. And it went harder still when he felt my hands wrap around his head and force him down to deep throat me to the base. He wasn't overly experienced but he was a natural. And he has such deep needs.

So as I bucked my hips in a wave of motion, letting him feel my pass his hole at every ebb and flow, I leaned down.

I get it, kiddo.

And I kissed him. 

His whole body seemed to draw me in and in just mere moments, I felt him shudder as he came hands free. Just that extra touch of us chest to chest, lips to lips as his legs wrapped around to accept more of me set him off. 

And it was exactly what he needed.

7 comments:

Explorer Jack said...

It feels good to read you again. Like getting with ex-lover who left me, because......
but came back for a sleep over. Will you be staying long? I miss you. ;)

Anonymous said...

Hi Bruce,

Haven't we all felt like this at some point early (or not so early?) in our "careers"? I know I have. And I related closely to your phrase "His cock went from perky to fully erect by the time my cock hit his lips. And it went harder still when he felt my hands wrap around his head and force him down to deep throat me to the base." Being an oral bottom, I would consider this one of life's geat exeriences! Thanks, as always, for sharing.

Paul, PS

Bruce Chang said...

@ExplorerJack - ha! Such a sweet talker. You don't need to do all that. Just drop trou and your cock will be down my throat in to no time. ;-)

Bruce Chang said...

@Paul - Actually, I think it took me several years before I felt the same heightened sense of excitement over sex. It was in a restroom back in college and it was the first time someone ever made me cum through oral. And this is after several partners and two boyfriends so that's saying a lot, but yeah... it wasn't like I was a virgin but I felt that same intense sexual need and that huge rush and rapid heartbeat. Of course, my reasons were probably different than his...

Not Alone said...

Oh, I need you again. I've missed you.

Bruce Chang said...

Would love to play again! How've you been?

FelchingPisser said...

Great post, thanks!