When I came out in my teens, I adopted this gay couple as mentors and one of the things they advocated for was for me to fully invest myself in the high school experience and my friends. No need to hunt for a boyfriend. Definitely don't need to hunt for a trick. Yes, you've come to realize you're gay but there's more to you than just who you sleep with so just go out there and have fun with kids your age and live life. They were actually really protective and were insisting that I see myself as more than just a body as they knew there were folks that would prize me for my youth. Not that it totally worked cause I was still fucking with guys twice my age and then some but I also heard what they were saying.
Fast forward to now and suddenly I realize I'm the older guy and guys half my age are hitting on me and I'm rather inconsistent on how I perceive that. Generally, hot is hot. I don't find younger guys more attractive and I don't really chase them but when they hit on me, I usually flirt back. And if it goes beyond that, as it often does, I generally try to make sure that they have a damn good time. Generally not my thing to do an anon gang bang with a 20 year old. It's gonna be connected sex and they're going to know that I'm really into them.
So, when a guy that just started college hit me up on twitter wanted to play, I was on the fence. I'm not looking for anything more than just something physical and I don't want him to feel used and objectified because of it. We ended up in a hotel room together with my hands roaming his body trying to read him and find his trigger points, but the boy was so damn sensitive. And then when he was on all fours with my cock just teasing his hole, he impatiently barked, "Just stick it in and fuck me already!"
Ha!
Funny how it goes. Here I was, overly sensitive about not using him as a piece of meat and irconically, by doing so, I placed him on a subjugated status when he knew exactly what he wanted. He was totally in control and he wanted to use me as a human dildo. And I'm totally fine with being objectified that way.
