Saturday, September 28, 2019

Momentarily too far

You know it's good when sweat beads on his body even though the fan is blowing directly on him. He's on all fours slowly trying to take my inches. Little by little, I feel his hole give in and my shaft slips a few millimeters before his body revolts and tightens up again. That gasp as it suddenly yields and a contented groan when he tightens up. Over and over. I sometimes ease up on the pressure and back up a bit only to solicit a whine and feel him involuntarily back up to make up for the loss. He wants me in him.

I lay the palm of my hand flat on his back. Assertively. It doesn't glide across his body with soft caresses like it did before. For one, the sweat from his exertions is just enough to create a viscosity that glues my hand to him. For another, I'm using it to command his body to relax and let me in. And it works. The warmth of my hand seemingly sends a ripple through his body, synapse after interconnected synapse fall like dominoes in a zig zag maze through the fibers of his muscular back down to the inner rings of his sphincter so that he just flowers open and the last of my meat glides in effortlessly until I'm balls deep.

I cry out obscenities in a sudden roar and I just revel from feeling the heat of his need within the depths of his core.

A long pause before I finally break out of the reverie.

And then I fuck.

The floodgates opens and the patience I formerly showed was abruptly discarded for fiercely hard assaults on his ass. Full strokes where I rip my cock from his body only to plunge it back in. I can see his ring cling to me like the crescent of a circus top tent on the outstroke and then disappear as I push in. The boy is tight and with only spit as lube, I feel like I was dragging his insides out. All he could do was let out a long wail, buffeted by the rhythm of my fuck.

God it felt good to finally be inside him.

That period of delayed gratification wasn't even that long. I met him off of grindr. We only exchanged about 5 messages each before I pulled up at his apartment (which may sound like a lot but was probably a record for me). I did spend long minutes making out with the cute otter, swapping head, and then eating him out until he begged me to stuff him. But now that I'm in him, I can't hold back. I raise both my hands over my head in the middle of fucking him and with one fast, heavy swoop, let them both land hard onto his ass cheeks. I can still see my handprints when I grab his waist and pull him onto me. I can't get enough. It's not just my dick. I want to be inside him. My whole being.

He reaches for the poppers and I grind to a halt. No need to have toxic chemicals splashing about. No need for the liquids, just the fumes. He caps the bottle and just when I feel their effects on his body, I start in again. I collapse onto his back. With one arm, I hold myself up while the other goes over his shoulder, under his neck and up from under to grab the other shoulder. His chin is resting on the crook of my arm. I've got him on a sleeper hold and I just use that position to pull him back into me for a couple of thrusts.

And then I flex my arm.

I'm not blocking airflow. I put him in the hold for just a couple of seconds before I relax the arm. I felt him go slightly limp, but now he's a jolt of energy. The first thrust after I relax my arm sends him into full body spasms that almost buck me off him. As I continue to slam my shaft into his destroyed hole, his head snaps up and erratically quivers from side to side as if to trace an invisible lighting strike as it hits the ground. He turns his head to look at me and I see a look of confusion, panic and shock that turns into lust as he starts to buck back into me again.

I had gone a little too far. I didn't count on the poppers affecting things the way they did. It'd normally take a lot longer for a guy to pass out on a sleeper hold. My body went on automatic as I mentally weighed in on the gravity of what just happened. I was freaked out. My body, on the other hand, was completely turned on. I went from solid to rock hard. I went to from enjoying the sensations to being a maniac. I'm pretty sure the aggressive look I was giving him when he turned back to see what was going on would normally freak out a person on the street.

I pull out and flip him on his back. He's just as hard. A momentary pause where our eyes meet and he understands. He nods vigorously and his legs fly up in the air and wrap themselves around me to draw me back in. I comply and shove it back in. No finesse. Just need. I throw his left knee over my right shoulder and push his other to the side as I grab his member. Instantly, I am coated in slime from the precum he is oozing and that his foreskin was collecting.

"You're close, aren't you, boy?" I didn't ask that as much as I barked it at him as a statement of fact.

"God, yeah."

"Do it. Show me how much you love getting dicked down." And with that, I let go and let him take over while I fuck him in a couple different angles to see which one he responds to. He's flogging his dick when he lets out a yelp. Found that spot and I attack it relentlessly until he cums. He shoots everywhere. The first volley is a long streak that hits the pillow and bedsheets behind him. The second smacks him in the face. A couple of smaller spurts and then I hit that sweet spot again and he gushes big globs onto his belly. The flow doesn't seem to end. I couldn't help but laugh in amazement.

I instantly pull out and lap all of it up. Big slurping noises as I try to suction up all the cum. Then I raise his legs and expose his ruined hole. My face is close and I can see the warm breath causing his hole to spasm and wink at me. And then I dive in and reverse felch the load into him. He knows what I'm trying to do and I can feel his pinched hole relax and open to accept the offers.

"You okay?" I'm not a complete monster. I know how you can get after you cum.

"Oh yeah. A hundred percent."

So I flip him over on the edge of the bed and enter him again. I use the weight of my body to make him feel fully enveloped. Every inch of his body is draped with mine. This time, I languidly fuck, reveling in a cumslick hole until my cock pulses and makes it even wetter by adding my own load.

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Afterword (and a bit of a boner killer)
I struggled with this one. It's the one time where I fully thought about how this is going to read instead of just jotting down on paper what I want to remember. One of the rare times where I actively acknowledged that there's going to be an audience while writing things down. Why? A couple of reasons: I didn't want this highly stylized narrative to encourage guys to actively try to put folks in sleeper holds to the point where they pass out but at the same time, didn't want to be too didactic either. The other reason: I really do struggle with how dark it is to be turned on by the things I get turned on by. Bondage demonstrations get me boned up almost instantly. I've been known to have keys to folks houses so that I can sneak in during the wee hours of the morning to wake them up with my body pressed against them. Sure, it's all consensual but do I even want to play into that? Furthermore, it's so at odd with how I am normally. Of course, one of my fuck buds says that's my charm: I'm completely different inside the bedroom vs outside. Ha! But then, most wouldn't know he's a well-hung bottom that loves to be spit on and slapped around (like literally spit and slapped in the face and punched on the chest) so maybe he's just recognizing a kindred spirit. Anyway, feel free to comment!

14 comments:

Not Alone said...

This is not dark, it was the light in my morning. I agree that your sweet caring personality make your sexlife so much more interesting and hot. I love the words you use and then end the sentence with “balls deep.”

Love that you are writing again.

Explorer Jack said...

Another amazing post. Thanks!

Butch 57 said...

Great fuck for you

JFBreak said...

Jesus, that was hot. The sleeper hold gave me a momentary gasp as I read it, but it was clear that your otter friend had a great time.

Having been on the receiving end, I'm happy to say that you really are the "hole whisperer". How you are able to get that big cock inside such tight spaces is a real talent.

Bruce said...

Yeah... feels good to be back. I think you got the cuddly and sweet side of me. Or maybe not. Ha! It’s been awhile.

Bruce said...

Aw, thanks!

Bruce said...

It WAS pretty damn good!

Bruce said...

Ha! Too kind. I honestly think it was the fact that we have been talking for quite some time before it happened so there was a bit of mutual trust. Though, this otter kid did say that was his first time bottoming in over a year and it made him want to do it more often... such sexual power from that praise. Secretly really beamed at that kinda praise. Don’t wanna get too big headed. Plenty of times I went too fast and hurt a guy...

Gary M. said...

Damn, One of the most erotic things I've read. Exactly how I want to be fucked, by someone who reads what I really senses my wants and needs. Excellent!

Bruce said...

Yeah, sometimes it’s the difference between good and great. Great are the times you can read each other and vibe off each other.

Drew said...

Holy shit! Just thought I would read this before getting ready for bed. I'm completely in awe of your writing. I could relate 100% with most of the feelings you expressed so succinctly. Great stuff.

More of this, more often!

Bruce said...

Thanks Drew! Glad you can relate! I don’t think folks get how personal it is for me to tap into the darker side of me, so when I ask what a person’s limits are and get back “I have none” is actually disappointing as it seems like all fantasy talk.

Shawny said...

Man, wish I could get worked over like that.

sc57 said...

I, too, would love to have a top as good as you. Thanks for the entry. Wishing you were in me.